Bad friend announcement!

From Today I'm going to be a better friend. From today I'll be a better wife and mother. You want to know why? Because I have been neglecting everything and everyone over the last few months. I'm not sure why, I can't even articulate a reason but all I know is I have been MIA. Mind, body and soul and it's just not fair on everyone, even my house!

I feel terrible as I'm not sure when I closed up but I just know I did and I'm going to fix it now. Today. This second. I will be more present, more aware and more active with everything and everyone in my life. I have missed everyone!

I have been absent in my life and stupidly consumed by unimportant crap. My life I have almost felt like a spectator in with no end that I could find, but I did. I found a way to snap out of the haze and realised just how much I have missed and how sorry I am to the people I call friends and family for my absence. 

So to my friends and family, I'm sorry I went MIA and my Christmas wish is to be so much better next year. Let's just hope you all can forgive me for my absence. 

Your long lost friend,

Bx